Merrio Xmas!!!

Hallo Everyone!

Merrio Xmas!!! hohoho....

Had a gift exchange at dearie's hse wif rain & des tdy... Received addition gifts this year..hehe.. Had a fruitful xmas..! Dear got me a handbag which i have been aiming for quite some time.. hehe... dear always knw wat i want.. im very happy u have been trying hard to be a gd bf.. and yet, i always throw those usual gal's tantrums.. hehe~ felt so guilty dat u always give in... Sometimes I felt like a spolit brat... ~ pls forgive me... Im very happy dat Im wif u..although sometimes i looked kinda gloomy.. i tink dats coz of my weak body... always get tire easily fr little walks & crowds... I tink i need some health supplements to restore my body's strength..

I received a S.E.X.Y night wear from rain.. unexpected! hmmm... I liked it though coz i believe i look good in it & i believe he will like it too.. haha * pls do not vomit*... and chocolates fr des...

Well, to sum up, i aso received a figurine from Huiling, necklace & earrings fr eileen (bdae cum xmas)

Well, i bought some chocolates & candies for my colleagues, body shop face wash & scrub for dearie, famous amos cookies for rain & des, Forever frens photo frame for huiling, mousepad & hand rest for eileen, slippers for bro, pencil case & stationery for sis, handbag for dearie's mum (shared wif rain)... have i left out anyone..? hmmm...

3 days to Xmas...

Tdy is Dong zhi day... I dun knw why it's kal this name.. anyway, everyone's hm to have tangyuan, including me lo...

My bro got angry wif me. tink he's angry wif me dat i did not get anyting for him for xmas.. act he wanted a PS2 for xmas!!! it costs abt $300 plus.. i told him no.. not now.. at least after his o levels.. i knw his pattern, he will be hook into the games... think he has been angry wif me for the past few days ever since i said no to him... funny thing is, he always tell me wat he wants & expects me to buy for him.. and then freak out if i din buy. Yet he is so afraid of my sis dat he wun flare up at my sis... im so pissed..it's a worst choice to be a good or nice person.. I always buy his fav food, watever he likes i try to rem to buy for him.. and coz of one PS2, he's turning his back on me.. Haiz.. It's diffcult to please everyone.. im always the one misunderstood.. sometimes i ask mysf, is it worth it??

I realised i dun understand mysf sometimes.. and no one understands..

Xmas is approaching but it sure looks like some pple get disappointed...

Merry xmas shopping

I loved shopping... but not on a celebration like tis!

These few days have been very hactic for me... zoomed thru the busy crowd at orchard road.. everywhere is damn packed & jam..! then dropping by every store to check out xmas gifts.. pondering wat gifts to buy.. budget tight... feeling stress..

Wallet drained liao.. hehe...

im looking forward to spending xmas wif dear, muz be very happening ba!

Merry xmas Everyone! hohoho...

I love myself!

Just ytd i was crossing the green man after working ot, A car juz drove by wif out stopping! HELLO?? this is green man k?? Luckily i was alert enough to stop when i felt dat someting is not rite.. by the speed of the car.. if i had taken 2 steps faster, prob i will be knocked dwn by the car. I breathed a sign of relief... i wanted to point my middle finger at the car.. but too late to react.. so i juz waved my hand. I almost lost my life by the driver's reckless driving... imagine dat!

My life is so precious... i have so many things to do.. ~

Well, so many plans for the upcoming xmas... and i cant wait for dat to happen.. goin to spend xmas wif dear, rain, des & their family.. sounds fun...~ juz one week plus to xmas!

Friday ended, wkend's here!

Im feeling abit low.. perhaps my da yi ma is visiting soon... :(

This week has been an easy week for me.. My workload is not dat heavy like before but i got an active new account to handle in prob the nx mth.. customers dropped by juz a few days & i cant help but wondering if i can handle them all well. God bless... I tink i shd be heading dwn to church soon.

Weekend will be busy at bf's hse helpin him to clear his room & re-paint the walls.. haha.. can show my painting skills lo... i only know how to paint nails but never paint walls before.. It will be my first try!

Sulking :<
Ever since the day i was 'bitten' by the email, i have been more careful in my emails.. I even start worrying if anyone is goin to plant a time bomb on me anytime. Cruel.. I tell mysf i gotta hang there..

Why has love turns against each other? Juz recounted a few couples goin separate ways.. and then turn hatred.

Why has friendship becomes so fragile... Arent we suppose to rely on frens when we are in need? where have they gone?

Why has life gets complicated..? As we grow older, simple minds get wiped out. The society is cruel & selfish. If i knw tis is goin to be the life I am heading to, i wish god did not bring me to this world.

Sometimes I wish i wasnt a grown up.

Hurray!

Dear has got good grades for his papers! 3 distinctions!!!! WoW..

congrats!....

Friday went to mit huiling coz she wana pass me my bdae gift..hehe... a pair of diamond studs... and a treat from her at the' cant rem' restaurant.. the dishes very nice! nx time can bring dear there.. im sure he will like it coz i reli liked the food there!

Sat i went to PS wif dear, then we went to have our tou hua at selegie... cool... then walked over to concourse to mit rain & des coz they are gett' a xmas tree! wow... they settled on a 5 ft tall tree costed $150.. very nice... after dat, we walked dwn to bugis, had our dinner at mos.. then walked dwn to Pacific coffee to have our coffee... it looks like we spent most of the time walking... no wonder my legs felt so ' suan' when i got hm... hehe... holding dear's hands, i felt so blissful.... *muackz*

Happy bdae to Oink Oink!

Happy bdae to me, happy bdae to Oink Oink!
-_-_-_- 24 years old-_-_-_-

Today i took half day to mit dear at orchard for lunch... we had sushi... then went shopping & i pampered mysf wif a skirt & a pair of OP slippers! yeah... so nice to go shopp on a weekday. not so crowded..


For dinner, I kal for delivery of golden pillow, pizza & KFC ..a feast wif my family, bf & frens...

dear bought a diamond ring & cake for my bdae... wow... so beautiful ring....! lost for words but Im reli touched...

Rain & Des got me a set of perfume fr body shop & a 'me to you' bear... thanks... I liked it alot..

My lovely sis bought me 36 roses... i was surprised by the big bouquet! my sweet sis... thanks.

My parents gave me a FAT ang bao... hehe... i feel so happy tis year.. even though fewer & fewer frens have celebrated w me, but juz as happy tis year! it's not the quantity dat counts..but quality... ^_^

Busy Wkend

My weekend has been kinda busy & tiring... firstly, on sat i had to wake up at 6am to be my fren's jie mei... the games were well-organised & prepared by everyone of us.. It was a success i shd say! everyone had their fun.. after the fun, we took one of the guys' car to the couple's new house, then to chinese garden to take some outdoor shots.. the weather was damn hot.. i was half-roasted... coz of the heat... we left at noon & returned back to the new hse.. after everytin was over, i went to jurong to have my hair done. it took abt 40mins & since i still have some time i decided to go back hm to change my outfit & touched up my tired face (though i did brought those stuffs along w me)

Luckily. i managed to hire a cab & rch the airport ard 3.40pm.. i dun want to be late coz i dun want dear to get disappointed if he din see me.. thank goodness he was held up.. coz of his over-load baggage.. haha.. then we went over to his home.. his mum cooked some of his fav dishes, knowin he would miss them badly.. i then hurriedly left the place to mit the rest of the grp who were goin to e wedding. i din reli tok much during the dinner, neither ate much.. was hopin it would end early so i can go hm & slp.. in the end i got hm ard 12am... coz andy sent some of the pple hm first, and im the last!

Tdy, my bf came over to my hse.. our initial plan was to go to the zoo but in the end we decided to drop the plan & headed to marina sq instead. i heard there's more shops.. we had laksa for lunch then went walk walk... bought a few stuffs then headed to orchard to have sakae sushi fr dinner..yummy..! as both of us were pretty exhausted, we decided to leave early to slp!!! pics were be upld soon! nitezzzzzzzzz....

ohh.... havent had the time to blog...basically coz my baby has started bloggin frequently than i do. And I love to spend time on his blogs & drop some funny comments... hehe..

Well, I was workin OT this whole week & hasnt gotten anywhere to run my shoppin list.. Thx goodness, wasnt it..! Ytd I went to perm my lashes at Impression, (Stamford Hse) reco by alot of pple.. it costed a 35 bucks but good job! then was at Orchard w Eileen, we had sakae sushi at wheelock.. yummy.. Huge cravings for Sushi these days... AFter dat, she went to mit her ah lao while i left for hm.

I was very free then & chanced upon some distant frens' who have updated their profiles.. I read in one of her blogs dat she was hurt by her ex of 3 years! the guy gotta knw a new gal for 2 mths & he cheated on her coz of a new gal! .. I aso have frens who have been hurt by loved ones. It makes me wondering... Y is love so fragile? It hasnt pull me dwn abit coz i have faith in my r/s wif my bf but my heart scattered for those who have been hurt. How many r/s does it takes before we find the right one? I certainly hate unfaithful men! If i can, i wish i could dig their balls out & cook into curry.. whoa..! I mean eyeballs by e way... Do i sound abit exaggerating? cool... LOL... I always get annoyed when i see gals being taken advantage!

I believed in karma.. One day, they will have a taste of their own medicine..!

Preaching to myself..

When will i see you again? every day i ask myself this qns... for the past few mths i have been waiting for this moment of reconcilation.. now it's juz 11 days more! this is not the first time im feeling tis way.. still rem the first time u came back in march.. then the 2nd time was when i was preparing to go aussie... the excitement came back, juz like the past..it's juz dat i can handle it well now but sadly, I cant slp for these two days wor...!

Suddenly i realise im goin 24 soon.. isnt this the ideal age i intend to get marry? Oops... Im feeling real old... looking back, i see many changes of me.. although some weakness is still visible.. I find dat as we mature more, certain things are more indepth.. like when a person is nice to us, we will prob tink if he/she has any ill-intentions.. Y do we make life so complicated.. ? in work, i start to experience these... like how a simple response of email will result in some 'offical' remarks. Nvm, i take it as a lesson & will try to be more careful in handling my emails.. Im young and it's a good strike for them.. but i shall not fall weak in their hands.. May i have the power to overwhelm them! Pls continue to tink tis way wendy tan...

Dear, hopefully after readin tis passage, u will feel the same way too.. dun get defeated by small matters.. Push urself harder... a few more days to wk hard.. u may not have another chance to enjoy slogging for exams liao.. nx time it's slogging for $$$! it's more worse i tell you!

cutie animals!! My dressing table

Ytd i went back to work... then left in a hassle at 3pm to mit eileen at cozway pt... there's Metro Sale but too bad, nothing caught my eye except a set of small cutie animals tray.. i bought a set w eileen... was tinking these could be used for putting my jewellery..so cute.. will upld pics & show dear! Then after dat, we took a train to somerset, went OG to buy my skincare then walked dwn to plaza sing to have our dinner at cafe cartel! yummy... we ordered dory fish, juz the rite filling for us.. i aso bought a white skirt from little match girl.. to match my pink top for the jie mei tingy lo. Woooo.... i cant control my spending mann...~ :)

Then we headed to eat dou hua! yes!.. again.... i bought some hm..hehe... but the walkin distance abit jialat lo... abt 10-15mins fr plaza sing.. cannot go there too often. the location is abit wulu..

Now im lingering at hm.. dun feel like goin anywhere tdy... coz im so tired...
Juz finish with the saboo stuff... cut out the wordings and paste on the disposable undies for the
guys to wear.. haha.. this is so fun!! :P

Kawaii rite?

Dun knw if dear will like it anot..mayb make one for u too! hehe

Fingers crossed XXX

XXX Fingers crossed XXX

The morning alarm, the morning groaning of tiredness, the continuously stress at work... im having so much like a slave at work mann. If it's not the sake of $, fxxk it. I read some others' blogs.. y are all the pple out there feeling the same? I wish i am always a young kid.. i nv have to worry abt anyting when i was young.. i rely on my mum too much ba..

suddenly i feel like switching job again... but dat have to wait till nx yr.. It's either looking for an office job which is flexible (no much OT) or someting different.. dat means i may not wk in an office anymore.. sometimes i feel like doin sales back. i missed those days where i always put on smiles and made frens ard my age.. i used to be so bubbly.. i missed lunching wif the pple i knw there and how we would giggle in small conversations or tok abt latest fashion. I missed my youth! Now it seems im gett' older...even my dressing is older liao.. haha. I tink im goin to look like an auntie soon.. Kaoz.. i even dread putting makeup.. which is not my style lo... lol..

Will not disturb my dear this period.. he bz "bia" his papers.. I will try to kip mysf occupied during this period. sometimes life is meaningless when there is no goal.. for me, my only goal is waiting for him to come back. :)

Shopping Spree today!

Saturday:: after my wk, i went to twn to mit eileen coz i got alot of tins to buy like mic for conference call, present & necklace to match my dress etc.. i bought some stuff from Forever 21, and a sling bag. SO relieved i managed to try my luck at popular's and found dat they are selling mic and some more cheap! coz orchard area dun have electronic or computer shops lo. finally can hear my boy's voice liao. BUt i spent quite alot today lei.. cool.. have to stop myself from buying tins for the nx 2 weeks le. bleah.

Goin out w eileen is never boring, she always update me wif gossips, interesting facts and so on.. v chatty haha... i reli enjoyed our 38 conversations. she adds spark in every conversation. she speaks watever is on her mind. i have knw her for a decade so i dun mind her nosesense.. haha. :)

Sunday :: I went dwn to jenny's new home sweet home for discussion on how to sabotage her hubby. we have full of funny, weird ideas. suddenly ideas juz run in my head.. dun knw y lei.. i always have ideas on how to saboo pple.. haha.. heng her hubby very 'ching cai' so we planned to fool him & his gang. hope he wun hate us! Let's see wat we have here: make him sing a song fr the carpark.. so dat even neighbours can hear, make him & his gang dance like hawaii gals, make him & his gang wear diapers & form the words, make him eat our '4 seasons sandwiches', make him use his mouth to write LOVE. it's not an easy task to trifle wif gals rite..? scare liao dear..?

A wise lesson...

After reading my ah boy's blog..i realise the short forms of vulgar language and aso wat a horse is... keke.. wat a talented man he is.. using them to express himself..cool.

Ytd nite i went dblo and the Queue was fxxking long sia. i reli wana faint.. all the way to news room there wor..! still me and miriam started queuin from 11pm to 1am while waiting for the other two ladies to rch.. Imagine how patient we were! then when we finally rched the doorstep of the club and hearing the loud music, i reli felt a sense of satisfication.. we went to the ladies bar and got ourselves a drink.. hehe.. heng they din play 5-10, wait i lose again and ka nan saboo. i din reli drink much coz dun wan dear wori! so we then headed to the platfm and danced. those ang mos big bullies mann.. so fat oredi still wana stand at the platfm and some more it's males lo. my fren kip tellin them to come dwn " the platfm meant for ladies" but they pretended not to hear.. wow.. my fren so brave. hehe.. long time nv danced liao.. my body abit stiff lo.. but the music v gd , all my favz so after some warm up, engine up again!

The whole bloody place so packed even the loo.. i wanted to go aso have to tahan till high peak.. if not i go dblo to pee and not to enjoy mann.. but bo pian the queue long until queue outside the toilet.. so i asked miriam acc me to the loo outside of dblo.. dats y i din drink much soon after.. coz i knw everytime i will pee after i drink. * shy*

Anyway, ard 2.30am lights were up.. some spot check ba.. 20 mins lata, lights off again.. continue swaying.. then left at 4am.. got free ride home fr miriam's fren.. haha.. save my cab fare. after i got hm, so tired and 'kun' liao after removin my makeup.. hehe..

Pin dwn my life..

1st NOV 2005 - 26 days more!

It's a great idea to post wat we have been doin in our blog as 10 years dwn the road when we come across our blog again, there could be a sense of satisfication and humor readin them. Totally agreed!

hehe.. dear finally got a new blog up! another blog i can laugh my head off or knock mysf against the pillar! A big fan of him! Wao kao.. he wana cuff himsf up to study.. serious anot..? should cuff me betta still rite.. hehe.. I see some SM attitude here.. censored.

Tokin abt ytd nite, i was amused i could agreed goin orchard at a late hour, since i knocked off fr wk ard 7.30 and was already hm when my cousin kal. we then headed to coffee club (the one opp cine) .we rched ard 10plus then chatted till abt 12.30am. It's a long time im havin some wonderful moments of happening nite chilling out at cafe or bar wif out worryin wat time i shd be hm. looking forward to tml coz im headin dwn to dblo to have some enjoyable time wif my long lost frens too. I lost my freedom to work and i want it back! I loved PHs!

Checked out my photo album hidden away in a dark corner of my cupboard.. my silly fotos.. silly clothes, silly face.. i reli wana vomit my lunch out man.. I looked so weird in the past. freaking weird. fashion outrageous outfit. funny makeup. haha dun laugh at me. dats my past. Im not goin to drop dead wearin those again. Never! I shall kip those carefully. Nobody is goin ever to see these fotos again. Not even my bf hor.