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The morning alarm, the morning groaning of tiredness, the continuously stress at work... im having so much like a slave at work mann. If it's not the sake of $, fxxk it. I read some others' blogs.. y are all the pple out there feeling the same? I wish i am always a young kid.. i nv have to worry abt anyting when i was young.. i rely on my mum too much ba..
suddenly i feel like switching job again... but dat have to wait till nx yr.. It's either looking for an office job which is flexible (no much OT) or someting different.. dat means i may not wk in an office anymore.. sometimes i feel like doin sales back. i missed those days where i always put on smiles and made frens ard my age.. i used to be so bubbly.. i missed lunching wif the pple i knw there and how we would giggle in small conversations or tok abt latest fashion. I missed my youth! Now it seems im gett' older...even my dressing is older liao.. haha. I tink im goin to look like an auntie soon.. Kaoz.. i even dread putting makeup.. which is not my style lo... lol..
Will not disturb my dear this period.. he bz "bia" his papers.. I will try to kip mysf occupied during this period. sometimes life is meaningless when there is no goal.. for me, my only goal is waiting for him to come back. :)
The morning alarm, the morning groaning of tiredness, the continuously stress at work... im having so much like a slave at work mann. If it's not the sake of $, fxxk it. I read some others' blogs.. y are all the pple out there feeling the same? I wish i am always a young kid.. i nv have to worry abt anyting when i was young.. i rely on my mum too much ba..
suddenly i feel like switching job again... but dat have to wait till nx yr.. It's either looking for an office job which is flexible (no much OT) or someting different.. dat means i may not wk in an office anymore.. sometimes i feel like doin sales back. i missed those days where i always put on smiles and made frens ard my age.. i used to be so bubbly.. i missed lunching wif the pple i knw there and how we would giggle in small conversations or tok abt latest fashion. I missed my youth! Now it seems im gett' older...even my dressing is older liao.. haha. I tink im goin to look like an auntie soon.. Kaoz.. i even dread putting makeup.. which is not my style lo... lol..
Will not disturb my dear this period.. he bz "bia" his papers.. I will try to kip mysf occupied during this period. sometimes life is meaningless when there is no goal.. for me, my only goal is waiting for him to come back. :)
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