Feeling less blessed

It seems that things don't take off easily for me. I am starting to feel less blessed than ever and I can't seem to have any answers for myself too. I tell myself, it is probably one of those "blue" days that will take some time for me to recover. One of my blues is cuz of the downturn of current economy. Everyone is fearing that they will be one of those unfortunate to be axed. I wonder if I should go ahead with my plans for next year or?

X'mas is coming. Will everyone have any mood for Xmas?

Recently my sis has been coming home very late, almost 4am and then rushed out after a bath. I don't know what is happening to her. She was either working till wee hours or off to meet her friends. Family never get a chance to see her at all. I sensed something is very wrong but I can't figure it out. I wished she could confide to me, I will try my best to help. But right now, I feel helpless.

dinner at New york New york

Its unusual for me to catch up with a friend on wednesday, especially after the hectic work I have been through. Haha. Luckily we met nearby for dinner.

He has done alot of research and will be sharing more details of his F&E Japan trip with me when he is back in dec. There will also be numerous homework and research to do. Hope bf and I won't be lazy in our planning. haha

Our seafood feast

Holding the crab

dinner treat for Edwin who has been so nice!

The flea market @ holland V was a good achievement, at least to the extent that both my coll & I made a profit of $100++ on our first attempt. It was tiring, but fun. My friends were down to support us.. and also Joseph & his gf were selling at the flea market too. Hopefully when there is another chance, more of us can join, it will be merry and fun! Thanks bro joseph for the flea market recommendation. hehe

Stress leVel = high

Its horrifying! I'm stressed by the piles of work and constant emails flowing... I can't take it, so I'll declare myself off from work today.. Now, I'll got 2 more months to survive before my colleague is back. If u see my stressed face, dun be stunned. I can't force a great smile for now :(

Flea Market at Holland V

Today I went out early to go shopping with bf. But I didnt easily fancy any clothes like I used to. I guess firstly my signs of aging is showing up and gradually I get tired easily from the walking secondly I have no patience to pop into every shop, lastly I decided to spend my hard-earned $$$ wisely. Probably I guess it's time to spend on certain things worth buying that I know I will keep it even if it's out of fashion. I shall keep reminding myself how much waste I have thrown!

All the past years of impulsive buying has lead to several bags after I packed and scanned through to ensure that I will never touch them again! This is the 2nd time that I joined the flea market and I hope response will be good. I really hope people can help me to clear those clothes. Well, I don't care as I am selling them dirt cheap anyway. I'm sharing the rental fee with one of my colleagues and this will be my first time cooperating with him. Hope we have a blessed weather with many crowds!!

"Flea Market @ Holland V tomorrow..
2nd Nov from 1pm~8pm..

Do come support!"