Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Preaching to myself..

When will i see you again? every day i ask myself this qns... for the past few mths i have been waiting for this moment of reconcilation.. now it's juz 11 days more! this is not the first time im feeling tis way.. still rem the first time u came back in march.. then the 2nd time was when i was preparing to go aussie... the excitement came back, juz like the past..it's juz dat i can handle it well now but sadly, I cant slp for these two days wor...!

Suddenly i realise im goin 24 soon.. isnt this the ideal age i intend to get marry? Oops... Im feeling real old... looking back, i see many changes of me.. although some weakness is still visible.. I find dat as we mature more, certain things are more indepth.. like when a person is nice to us, we will prob tink if he/she has any ill-intentions.. Y do we make life so complicated.. ? in work, i start to experience these... like how a simple response of email will result in some 'offical' remarks. Nvm, i take it as a lesson & will try to be more careful in handling my emails.. Im young and it's a good strike for them.. but i shall not fall weak in their hands.. May i have the power to overwhelm them! Pls continue to tink tis way wendy tan...

Dear, hopefully after readin tis passage, u will feel the same way too.. dun get defeated by small matters.. Push urself harder... a few more days to wk hard.. u may not have another chance to enjoy slogging for exams liao.. nx time it's slogging for $$$! it's more worse i tell you!

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