ohh.... havent had the time to blog...basically coz my baby has started bloggin frequently than i do. And I love to spend time on his blogs & drop some funny comments... hehe..

Well, I was workin OT this whole week & hasnt gotten anywhere to run my shoppin list.. Thx goodness, wasnt it..! Ytd I went to perm my lashes at Impression, (Stamford Hse) reco by alot of pple.. it costed a 35 bucks but good job! then was at Orchard w Eileen, we had sakae sushi at wheelock.. yummy.. Huge cravings for Sushi these days... AFter dat, she went to mit her ah lao while i left for hm.

I was very free then & chanced upon some distant frens' who have updated their profiles.. I read in one of her blogs dat she was hurt by her ex of 3 years! the guy gotta knw a new gal for 2 mths & he cheated on her coz of a new gal! .. I aso have frens who have been hurt by loved ones. It makes me wondering... Y is love so fragile? It hasnt pull me dwn abit coz i have faith in my r/s wif my bf but my heart scattered for those who have been hurt. How many r/s does it takes before we find the right one? I certainly hate unfaithful men! If i can, i wish i could dig their balls out & cook into curry.. whoa..! I mean eyeballs by e way... Do i sound abit exaggerating? cool... LOL... I always get annoyed when i see gals being taken advantage!

I believed in karma.. One day, they will have a taste of their own medicine..!

Preaching to myself..

When will i see you again? every day i ask myself this qns... for the past few mths i have been waiting for this moment of reconcilation.. now it's juz 11 days more! this is not the first time im feeling tis way.. still rem the first time u came back in march.. then the 2nd time was when i was preparing to go aussie... the excitement came back, juz like the past..it's juz dat i can handle it well now but sadly, I cant slp for these two days wor...!

Suddenly i realise im goin 24 soon.. isnt this the ideal age i intend to get marry? Oops... Im feeling real old... looking back, i see many changes of me.. although some weakness is still visible.. I find dat as we mature more, certain things are more indepth.. like when a person is nice to us, we will prob tink if he/she has any ill-intentions.. Y do we make life so complicated.. ? in work, i start to experience these... like how a simple response of email will result in some 'offical' remarks. Nvm, i take it as a lesson & will try to be more careful in handling my emails.. Im young and it's a good strike for them.. but i shall not fall weak in their hands.. May i have the power to overwhelm them! Pls continue to tink tis way wendy tan...

Dear, hopefully after readin tis passage, u will feel the same way too.. dun get defeated by small matters.. Push urself harder... a few more days to wk hard.. u may not have another chance to enjoy slogging for exams liao.. nx time it's slogging for $$$! it's more worse i tell you!

cutie animals!! My dressing table

Ytd i went back to work... then left in a hassle at 3pm to mit eileen at cozway pt... there's Metro Sale but too bad, nothing caught my eye except a set of small cutie animals tray.. i bought a set w eileen... was tinking these could be used for putting my jewellery..so cute.. will upld pics & show dear! Then after dat, we took a train to somerset, went OG to buy my skincare then walked dwn to plaza sing to have our dinner at cafe cartel! yummy... we ordered dory fish, juz the rite filling for us.. i aso bought a white skirt from little match girl.. to match my pink top for the jie mei tingy lo. Woooo.... i cant control my spending mann...~ :)

Then we headed to eat dou hua! yes!.. again.... i bought some hm..hehe... but the walkin distance abit jialat lo... abt 10-15mins fr plaza sing.. cannot go there too often. the location is abit wulu..

Now im lingering at hm.. dun feel like goin anywhere tdy... coz im so tired...
Juz finish with the saboo stuff... cut out the wordings and paste on the disposable undies for the
guys to wear.. haha.. this is so fun!! :P

Kawaii rite?

Dun knw if dear will like it anot..mayb make one for u too! hehe

Fingers crossed XXX

XXX Fingers crossed XXX

The morning alarm, the morning groaning of tiredness, the continuously stress at work... im having so much like a slave at work mann. If it's not the sake of $, fxxk it. I read some others' blogs.. y are all the pple out there feeling the same? I wish i am always a young kid.. i nv have to worry abt anyting when i was young.. i rely on my mum too much ba..

suddenly i feel like switching job again... but dat have to wait till nx yr.. It's either looking for an office job which is flexible (no much OT) or someting different.. dat means i may not wk in an office anymore.. sometimes i feel like doin sales back. i missed those days where i always put on smiles and made frens ard my age.. i used to be so bubbly.. i missed lunching wif the pple i knw there and how we would giggle in small conversations or tok abt latest fashion. I missed my youth! Now it seems im gett' older...even my dressing is older liao.. haha. I tink im goin to look like an auntie soon.. Kaoz.. i even dread putting makeup.. which is not my style lo... lol..

Will not disturb my dear this period.. he bz "bia" his papers.. I will try to kip mysf occupied during this period. sometimes life is meaningless when there is no goal.. for me, my only goal is waiting for him to come back. :)

Shopping Spree today!

Saturday:: after my wk, i went to twn to mit eileen coz i got alot of tins to buy like mic for conference call, present & necklace to match my dress etc.. i bought some stuff from Forever 21, and a sling bag. SO relieved i managed to try my luck at popular's and found dat they are selling mic and some more cheap! coz orchard area dun have electronic or computer shops lo. finally can hear my boy's voice liao. BUt i spent quite alot today lei.. cool.. have to stop myself from buying tins for the nx 2 weeks le. bleah.

Goin out w eileen is never boring, she always update me wif gossips, interesting facts and so on.. v chatty haha... i reli enjoyed our 38 conversations. she adds spark in every conversation. she speaks watever is on her mind. i have knw her for a decade so i dun mind her nosesense.. haha. :)

Sunday :: I went dwn to jenny's new home sweet home for discussion on how to sabotage her hubby. we have full of funny, weird ideas. suddenly ideas juz run in my head.. dun knw y lei.. i always have ideas on how to saboo pple.. haha.. heng her hubby very 'ching cai' so we planned to fool him & his gang. hope he wun hate us! Let's see wat we have here: make him sing a song fr the carpark.. so dat even neighbours can hear, make him & his gang dance like hawaii gals, make him & his gang wear diapers & form the words, make him eat our '4 seasons sandwiches', make him use his mouth to write LOVE. it's not an easy task to trifle wif gals rite..? scare liao dear..?

A wise lesson...

After reading my ah boy's blog..i realise the short forms of vulgar language and aso wat a horse is... keke.. wat a talented man he is.. using them to express himself..cool.

Ytd nite i went dblo and the Queue was fxxking long sia. i reli wana faint.. all the way to news room there wor..! still me and miriam started queuin from 11pm to 1am while waiting for the other two ladies to rch.. Imagine how patient we were! then when we finally rched the doorstep of the club and hearing the loud music, i reli felt a sense of satisfication.. we went to the ladies bar and got ourselves a drink.. hehe.. heng they din play 5-10, wait i lose again and ka nan saboo. i din reli drink much coz dun wan dear wori! so we then headed to the platfm and danced. those ang mos big bullies mann.. so fat oredi still wana stand at the platfm and some more it's males lo. my fren kip tellin them to come dwn " the platfm meant for ladies" but they pretended not to hear.. wow.. my fren so brave. hehe.. long time nv danced liao.. my body abit stiff lo.. but the music v gd , all my favz so after some warm up, engine up again!

The whole bloody place so packed even the loo.. i wanted to go aso have to tahan till high peak.. if not i go dblo to pee and not to enjoy mann.. but bo pian the queue long until queue outside the toilet.. so i asked miriam acc me to the loo outside of dblo.. dats y i din drink much soon after.. coz i knw everytime i will pee after i drink. * shy*

Anyway, ard 2.30am lights were up.. some spot check ba.. 20 mins lata, lights off again.. continue swaying.. then left at 4am.. got free ride home fr miriam's fren.. haha.. save my cab fare. after i got hm, so tired and 'kun' liao after removin my makeup.. hehe..

Pin dwn my life..

1st NOV 2005 - 26 days more!

It's a great idea to post wat we have been doin in our blog as 10 years dwn the road when we come across our blog again, there could be a sense of satisfication and humor readin them. Totally agreed!

hehe.. dear finally got a new blog up! another blog i can laugh my head off or knock mysf against the pillar! A big fan of him! Wao kao.. he wana cuff himsf up to study.. serious anot..? should cuff me betta still rite.. hehe.. I see some SM attitude here.. censored.

Tokin abt ytd nite, i was amused i could agreed goin orchard at a late hour, since i knocked off fr wk ard 7.30 and was already hm when my cousin kal. we then headed to coffee club (the one opp cine) .we rched ard 10plus then chatted till abt 12.30am. It's a long time im havin some wonderful moments of happening nite chilling out at cafe or bar wif out worryin wat time i shd be hm. looking forward to tml coz im headin dwn to dblo to have some enjoyable time wif my long lost frens too. I lost my freedom to work and i want it back! I loved PHs!

Checked out my photo album hidden away in a dark corner of my cupboard.. my silly fotos.. silly clothes, silly face.. i reli wana vomit my lunch out man.. I looked so weird in the past. freaking weird. fashion outrageous outfit. funny makeup. haha dun laugh at me. dats my past. Im not goin to drop dead wearin those again. Never! I shall kip those carefully. Nobody is goin ever to see these fotos again. Not even my bf hor.

*Full*

It's been some time since i last blogged.... hmmm....this week passed v fast... Wat an amazing week.. for eg i had smooth sailing days at work, juz got my pay today.. next week there's two PH... dat means next week will end faster.. cool... im so excited and longing for the days to arrive nearer.. and nearer.

Soon after i got my pay today, i bought andy for a treat at Jack's place.. he had paid for some of my expenses when i was out of job. broke. and he has been a good fren too. guiding me wif some of my new job scope. cheers. there's wat frens are for.

Im plannin to juz stay at hm and rot this weekend.. watching vcds. Coz it's the best reason not to spend too much shopping.. cheers again. ^yawn^

Love bites..

Glad my bf liked the Topman t-shirt i posted by mail to him..! and the hand-made card.. i hope they did a part to cheer him up since he is stressed over projects & exams... nx mth 26th will be the day we reconciled! we can see each other again! juz 5 more weeks to go...YES!

Saturday:: 15-10-05

I zoomed a cab over to Eileen's hse to return her baggage which has been blocking the pathway of my rm.. hehe.. The cabby was over friendly.. telling me his interesting life like during his business trip, he visited Maldives, Sri Lanka..how he met a few ladies..and nude beach where u see butt, pussy..! I was kinda embarrassed dat he was telling me all these.. well, i prayed i could alight off early.. U knw wat?.. he asked for my hp.. I was stunned! i gave him a faked no for exchange of his..i dun knw how to reject him so dats the only ting i could tink of. Singh man! over late 3os.. whoa pian..!

Next, i met up w 'P' at PS, we had yoshinoya for dinner, then headed to a nearby cafe for drinks.. v cosy w nice furnishings... Din knw abt this cafe. she told me abt her broken marriage, felt sad for her...but yet happy dat she has pulled thru... then she suggested we walked over to selegie for dou hua.. Yummy...! betta than the one at Geylang.. i bought some back hm for my family. spendid dat i discovered 2 nice places- reco by her!

Sunday:: 16-10-05

I went dwn to Huilin sis's salon at Jurong to dye + highlite my hair.. looke jap jap.. kekeke.. It was raining non-stop & i had no mood to go elsewhere except hm after colouring my hair. dats all for my wkend mood.

Speechless W my Life

Im puzzled.. I always tot working wif the same pple will cause less conflicts... I guess im too naive to tink dat way.. I guess I'm not cut out to be a decision-maker... Forget abt how much I used to be on good terms w them, forget dat I used to enjoy their company, forget all the emotions.. for life can never been perfect in a way. I'm goin to work for my own good... Juz for mysf (* dear too) and no one else. I hope tat heals my miserable heart now.

Shall convince mysf: "Im not a loser! " *nodded*
Gentle Reminder: Weekend is here.. SMILE.

Dun mIss it!

Best comedy Movie of the month....!

Sad sad drama to watch!

Influenced by my sis to watch this Korean drama.. Very sad mann... Luckily managed to finish it before i start work.. "sweat"

Oohh..here comes the kissing scene... *envy*

Life is peanuts

Bali Bombings again??

Wat's the world comin to... How can we ever feel safe again... It may not affect SG now.. but will it happen one day?.. who knws... We all tot it's over..but it seems like the terror has juz started.
read the papers abt some Sporeans who are blessed enough to escape death..

I find dat life gets too complicated at times.. too much.

contradictingly, i tink rite now my life is so flavourless..I have been spending 2 weeks doing nothing other than shopping, sleeping, mitting frens. My life is so dull. i havent pick up a skill, neither have i achieve anyting glamorous. Im goin plain crazy!

I was so free dat i came across Sarongpartygal's blog, not wanting to disturb my man and staring blankly at my screen either.. she's sure having a gd time.. enjoyin sex as part of her routine. I admire her language and her slutish-courage. I feel like jotting dwn my sex life too.. not now perhaps.. in the near future.. for my own historic reference. of coz, i do have to consider the facts of being discriminated by the public! juz a foolish, empty thot.. harmless thots la.. kekke

"when u are juz so bored, u figure juz anyting.." blamed me for studyin at Lasalle dat freaks me at times havin some extrordinary thots.

I miss dearly.. wondered if he's got the time to miss me too?

misfortune ...?

went to ktv ytd wif HL, Andy at Partyworld orc.. sang to our hearts' content.. it's to celebrate andy's belated Bdae.. so he wanted me to organise tis.. (hint: to get closer to ..) it was a success as i saw the grinnin faces of them chatting happily... :)

After dat, i headed to TTSH to mit rain and visited Des... it's been a long time i stepped into a hospital.. saw him lyin at the bed, helplessly... weak and pale... with a fainted smile and the worried faces of those who have been standing by him.. his family, his gf... his grandma muttered some prayers.. I hope he gets better soon... I trusted dat God will help wif all our prayers... Amen