Wednesday, August 17, 2005

A moment of....

A moment of reckless....

I was lured to tinking dat i could get a position in Raffles Place.. The place where i would love to belong.. where u see crowds of office pple... in suits.. in great attire... and there i saw..were a big bunch of young men & women.. some even younger than me... the smiles & friendliness.. i guess it's a lie after i was told to take up network marketing.. sounds familiar isnt it? .. i went for their talk (was being forced ok) took 1 hr like dat...Phui..! havin an antique thinkin.. i still find it unbelievable.. there sure are pple who made fortunes out of it... but it's definitely not me.. i knew it... so lets forget it... the deal's off..

Next, i took 1 day off.. (no pay) after being convinced by the job agency dat the employer was SOO eager to mit me up.. though i kip telling her "no la.. place too far!" she repeatly tried to convince me.. as i din wana wasted any chance, finally i agreed.. took a cab down fr queenstown mrt.. and interview was juz less than 15 mins.. i reckon im out... walking out of the building i felt so lost... in fact i realised i had to walk dwn the long pavement dat leads to the bus stop! with the sun glaring, i felt so dehydrated.. i told mysf.. no, tis isnt the one... i knw dat... im a lazy person.. hehe.. i managed to find a bus that dropped by BPP.. cool... took a longy ride while i looked at how many places i could go taking the bus.. it's bus 963 fyi..

Now im at hm shaking legs... tml muz definitely go wk & earn back the $ i spent on transport tdy!!! hehe..

COnclusion:
im not disheartened.. i knw my golden turn is not here yet.. i feel so much happier knwing dat he's supportive as i continue to seek... One thing i knw, i dun get panicked tokin to pple of higher status.. guess i tink it's e part time job dat gimmes courage.. keke.. now i knw dat i shd b picky in some areas..

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