In deep thots...
In the past, i have always accept things as it was.. i took watever dat has been laid out for me.. I have no opinions of my own.. and agreed w wat others say.. tryin to be amiable, i acted according to orders.. i had a conventional thinking.. dat was me..~
Havin a conversation w my advisor, Alex juz now.. i understand mysf betta.. he has sort of revealed a side of my eagerness to explore my capabilties.. i wondered if i had one in the first place.. im tired of trying.. mb not even feel like tryin.. i told him my worries & mentioned i get panicked easily.. but he did place a deep reflection of mysf wif his powerful reasonings... Y shd i look down on mysf..? if i have look down on mysf wif out tryin.. i have oredi lose half of the battle.. hmmm.. true.. if only i was given a chance to choose..
He suggested working in a events company.. i did tink of it too.. as a design diploma holder, it sounds logical to look into dat area.. but the prob is, how shd i start to kip the ball rollin? i dun knw where to start.. it's tough.. i wish there's someone who can help me.. GOD
I would love to have support fr my kins.. i knw my parents are not goin to accept the fact of doin things insanely.. Alex has given me much hope.. hmmm...it's so cool to speak w pple who are willing to listen & help.. to pull my income up, i shd start plann on a job dat offers me numerous opportunities to climb. actions speak louder than words! i cant rely on my spouse forever.. if im able to climb higher, my spouse wun have a hard life too.. im sorry if i sound like i have been pressuring u much.. tdy our discussions on our future were real. im wking towards OUR goal.
U and me in 3 years time! I cant resist but envy these pics!
In the past, i have always accept things as it was.. i took watever dat has been laid out for me.. I have no opinions of my own.. and agreed w wat others say.. tryin to be amiable, i acted according to orders.. i had a conventional thinking.. dat was me..~
Havin a conversation w my advisor, Alex juz now.. i understand mysf betta.. he has sort of revealed a side of my eagerness to explore my capabilties.. i wondered if i had one in the first place.. im tired of trying.. mb not even feel like tryin.. i told him my worries & mentioned i get panicked easily.. but he did place a deep reflection of mysf wif his powerful reasonings... Y shd i look down on mysf..? if i have look down on mysf wif out tryin.. i have oredi lose half of the battle.. hmmm.. true.. if only i was given a chance to choose..
He suggested working in a events company.. i did tink of it too.. as a design diploma holder, it sounds logical to look into dat area.. but the prob is, how shd i start to kip the ball rollin? i dun knw where to start.. it's tough.. i wish there's someone who can help me.. GOD
I would love to have support fr my kins.. i knw my parents are not goin to accept the fact of doin things insanely.. Alex has given me much hope.. hmmm...it's so cool to speak w pple who are willing to listen & help.. to pull my income up, i shd start plann on a job dat offers me numerous opportunities to climb. actions speak louder than words! i cant rely on my spouse forever.. if im able to climb higher, my spouse wun have a hard life too.. im sorry if i sound like i have been pressuring u much.. tdy our discussions on our future were real. im wking towards OUR goal.
U and me in 3 years time! I cant resist but envy these pics!
incredible?
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