lousy mood~

Damn lousy mood.. Dar pissed~ im always a victim of sabotage by pple... Currently i have been labelled of watching too many PORN.. by my colleagues!!! And guez wat?... somebody left a vcd on my desk after i left my office..(to see doc) and my manager saw it lying there.. On my desk some more...It does not belong to me..!!! my colleague sms me when i was abt to have my wonderful nap at hm ..the prob is, i dun knw if it's one of her crap jokes or true facts.. OMG!!!..and if it's reli someone who left it on my desk, wat will my manager think? can i juz bang mysf against the wall?..this is enough.. i tink it's cruel....tml i will find out the truth who's the mastermind... and im gonna scream my head off at dat person...~ believe or not, i have lose my cool...no more the timid & defenceless gal..~ cant i juz have a little peace at hm?... Arugh.......FxxK....!!!! I juz cant stop brooding...*

Hmm..dearie...u muz help fight them off!!!

These reminded me of those days i always get bullied by boys in sch...~ called me names.. i still rem who those boys were...~ their words were hurting..dat i felt inferior most times~ always hopin for a big bro so they wld fend off those boys..~ i will never let history repeats itsf again... I want justice!