Was supposed to catch a movie wif HL & one of my colleagues after wk..matchmake them in a way.. .in the end.. she forsaked me to go out wif her fren..then the guy toa me last min..~ dat's a very bad sign for my wkend..--->
Kinda pissed off by my colleague... always bull shit abt his stuff... like he always help his frens and when i need a helping hand..~ he has alot of excuses..Fine! i cant be bothered w ur stuffs again..im not goin to do u any favours anymore... ~ still can boast to me dat if his frens jio him out..he wun reject...yet he could shot me wif an aeroplane immediately..! i cant understand y he's so thick-skinned.. nv am i goin to have lunch w dat grp again.. always tease me watever sentence i made or say.. im always a joke in their conversations.. can anybodi understand how i feel?.. can they respect me as a fren?.. sometimes i confide to them abt my probs & they could be putting some negative remarks.. thanks, i learnt my lesson..! i rather enjoy my peaceful lunch in my cozy office... from now on..im not goin to gif them any more face...~ i feel like an alien in front of them.. cant they understand my language..? dun they knw humans have feelings?.. they are not my grp of trusted frens anyway..so im not goin to treat them like i owe them anything... ~ they are not those dat i can confide to... ~ i have trusted the wrong pple... at least my closest fens respect me as a fren...they knw my weakness but they dun take advantage of me ~ they thot of my feelings ..~ these are my real frens...
Relations are hard to kip.. when u get to knw the person deeper..u realise some flaws in him/her..vice verse... i cant always be the same bubbly gal who always get bullied & pretend im still happy gett' bullied! or always perfect in everyone's eyes..i dun tink anyone in the world can do it... many frens walked into my life... frens who leave footprints..who bother abt our feelings are true frens... im trying to learn to be a stronger person..someone not to be trifle wif...~ one day i will explode...they betta take cover..hee..~
most of the time, feelings are being neglected ... ~ sometimes we dun even knw we hurt someone.. so i have started to spend time by mysf every nite recently..thinking of how my day has been..have i neglect anyone's feelings tdy etc... at least i knw i can improve the situation & be a betta person tmlo...~ but will they think tis way..?
Kinda pissed off by my colleague... always bull shit abt his stuff... like he always help his frens and when i need a helping hand..~ he has alot of excuses..Fine! i cant be bothered w ur stuffs again..im not goin to do u any favours anymore... ~ still can boast to me dat if his frens jio him out..he wun reject...yet he could shot me wif an aeroplane immediately..! i cant understand y he's so thick-skinned.. nv am i goin to have lunch w dat grp again.. always tease me watever sentence i made or say.. im always a joke in their conversations.. can anybodi understand how i feel?.. can they respect me as a fren?.. sometimes i confide to them abt my probs & they could be putting some negative remarks.. thanks, i learnt my lesson..! i rather enjoy my peaceful lunch in my cozy office... from now on..im not goin to gif them any more face...~ i feel like an alien in front of them.. cant they understand my language..? dun they knw humans have feelings?.. they are not my grp of trusted frens anyway..so im not goin to treat them like i owe them anything... ~ they are not those dat i can confide to... ~ i have trusted the wrong pple... at least my closest fens respect me as a fren...they knw my weakness but they dun take advantage of me ~ they thot of my feelings ..~ these are my real frens...
Relations are hard to kip.. when u get to knw the person deeper..u realise some flaws in him/her..vice verse... i cant always be the same bubbly gal who always get bullied & pretend im still happy gett' bullied! or always perfect in everyone's eyes..i dun tink anyone in the world can do it... many frens walked into my life... frens who leave footprints..who bother abt our feelings are true frens... im trying to learn to be a stronger person..someone not to be trifle wif...~ one day i will explode...they betta take cover..hee..~
most of the time, feelings are being neglected ... ~ sometimes we dun even knw we hurt someone.. so i have started to spend time by mysf every nite recently..thinking of how my day has been..have i neglect anyone's feelings tdy etc... at least i knw i can improve the situation & be a betta person tmlo...~ but will they think tis way..?
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