Started to feel emo the moment I came back office these few days. Last week was super busy at work, 2 of my colleagues were on leave together and left me to cover their duties. It's always hectic when things come to such concidence but I have to accept it and do my best. My temper at work was bad too, I admitted. Luckily never flare up at BF. I feel guilty that sometimes I vent my anger at family but I know, no matter what, my parents are forgiving. Blood is thicker than water. We forget and forgive one another. I know I can always count on them at the end of the day.
My current job trained me to make correct judgement, not to be wishy-washy in decision-making, settle pertaining issues fast... which often resulted me feeling more stress and fed up. I hope I can afford some leave to have a long, deep rest on my mind to start a better day at work.
At this stage reaching "club 30" in 2 years time, my character has proven to be more stronger and I tend to be selective in people and things. I start to know myself better, know my likes and dislikes now. Ahem... proud to declare, I'm a big gal now!!
My BF truely understands me more than family and friends and he is one who also accepts me for who I am, good or bad. That is why I placed him first of everything..
From now onwards, I will only cherish the friends who have been understanding, patient and supportive to me. I am grateful for the friendship of these people.
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