amazingly,my 2nd training still cont'd tis week... looks like my determination is starting to build up bit by bit. applause!
This weekend has been feeling kinda swallow. i feel like i dun knw wat i was doing, where i was heading.. i only knw my brain & eyes badly needs a good rest. my life is so wacky! one moment i behaved like an athlete, the other moment im like a zombie walking dwn the street.. seems like there's so many versions of mi.. Seriously in the past, I wanted to do many things, wanted to be ambitious.. independent.. but i knw i cant. i am weak. i lack of spirit. Finally tdy, i learnt someting: health is more golden than $$$.. so dun work so hard. dun over-exert.. if i can choose, i rather choose good health over good life wif all the 'junk' food... Bf is constantly falling sick.. reli worry for him. now i feel terrible when someone so dearly has been suffering... pls take away all these terrible feelings... (-_-") i need to tell myself to be strong.. so i can protect him...
Something cross my mind. i should stop spending $$$$$... i knw i have been repeating this line almost all the while.. But now, i reli feel there's a need to control all my expenditure. i cant seem to see my $$$ flowing in my bank account! Lets juz say dat i have reached a stage where i start to get worry abt my future expenditures...~ is wat pple kal L!fe? Happ!ness?.... this is a depressing entry.. i better stop here...~ im not used to writing such stuffs...
~ end of my depressed chapter ~
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