every sat has become a boring day for mi.. most of my gd frens a/c bfs.. some i havent contact wif have MIA.. as usual i was at hm..browsin & surfing net... taking a long nap... etc
Tml i wil be watchin Initial D wif eileen..plann to mit early to go bk our tix..! hopefully we can chop the best seats!! haha..our 38's attitude!!
Suddenly crossed my mind dat although his presence may not b wif me but his love is.. i can still lead a carefree life.. juz like being unattached.. i wouldnt mind it at all.. i cant compare my LDRS to other r/s ..
Well, there is no way to define love, but i guess when the gals here talk abt "who loves who more" on a relatively basis, they really mean "who SHOWS and loves who more"... U know, it's quite one thing to talk abt giving without expecting returns, and another to practice it... then again why is it wrong to expect reciprocity? It's a very natural human reaction..
I find it hard to imagine, how can a gal open her heart to love somebody, (running the risk of being vulnerable to hurt in the process), and yet not take it to heart when this loved one doesn't show his love? I mean, he may show that he wants u or cares for u, but that's not the same as showing he NEEDS u... and when u realise u actually need this man, it's very very natural for feelings of insecurity, and all that "i think he doesn't love me as much as i love him" kind of set in....well, i knws he loves me.. and I guess deep in him, he does care, but juz his male nature that makes him incapable of expression..
To me, a foundation has always been impt in a r/s..wif out it, wat could be carry on..
Tml i wil be watchin Initial D wif eileen..plann to mit early to go bk our tix..! hopefully we can chop the best seats!! haha..our 38's attitude!!
Suddenly crossed my mind dat although his presence may not b wif me but his love is.. i can still lead a carefree life.. juz like being unattached.. i wouldnt mind it at all.. i cant compare my LDRS to other r/s ..
Well, there is no way to define love, but i guess when the gals here talk abt "who loves who more" on a relatively basis, they really mean "who SHOWS and loves who more"... U know, it's quite one thing to talk abt giving without expecting returns, and another to practice it... then again why is it wrong to expect reciprocity? It's a very natural human reaction..
I find it hard to imagine, how can a gal open her heart to love somebody, (running the risk of being vulnerable to hurt in the process), and yet not take it to heart when this loved one doesn't show his love? I mean, he may show that he wants u or cares for u, but that's not the same as showing he NEEDS u... and when u realise u actually need this man, it's very very natural for feelings of insecurity, and all that "i think he doesn't love me as much as i love him" kind of set in....well, i knws he loves me.. and I guess deep in him, he does care, but juz his male nature that makes him incapable of expression..
To me, a foundation has always been impt in a r/s..wif out it, wat could be carry on..
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