Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Start of march

It's MARCH!!!!

How time passes...It's amazing how time flies... And i wondered how long i have to live...? it's not dat im tinkin of the negative side..but it's scary when u juz feel dat ur body is not wking well like before... It juz pull me dwn.... i wondered how it feels like if u have no much time to live... Im oredi 24yrs...In time to come, i have to face the terrible feeling of losing loved ones....pple whom i have not cared much for during the years.. I hope i wun live to regret... i wish i could be like those who earns a few thousand dollars.. bring my family for holidays.... let them retire early... why am i tinking tis way?..it's coz i juz met up wif a fren who's an insurance advisor....

now i realised the importance of savin up..i blamed mysf for my foolish acts in the past... if only i tot of it early, i wouldnt have forced mysf to save bitterly now...at least, i can live comfortably... but watever it is, so long i have taken the first step, it's alreadi a winning battle... There's alot of tings i wish i could do...further my studies... go for holidays..etc... when can i do all these???

Im living in a puppet show..when tings are beyond my control... i can only daydream...like the rest...

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