Friday, October 28, 2005

*Full*

It's been some time since i last blogged.... hmmm....this week passed v fast... Wat an amazing week.. for eg i had smooth sailing days at work, juz got my pay today.. next week there's two PH... dat means next week will end faster.. cool... im so excited and longing for the days to arrive nearer.. and nearer.

Soon after i got my pay today, i bought andy for a treat at Jack's place.. he had paid for some of my expenses when i was out of job. broke. and he has been a good fren too. guiding me wif some of my new job scope. cheers. there's wat frens are for.

Im plannin to juz stay at hm and rot this weekend.. watching vcds. Coz it's the best reason not to spend too much shopping.. cheers again. ^yawn^

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Love bites..

Glad my bf liked the Topman t-shirt i posted by mail to him..! and the hand-made card.. i hope they did a part to cheer him up since he is stressed over projects & exams... nx mth 26th will be the day we reconciled! we can see each other again! juz 5 more weeks to go...YES!

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Saturday:: 15-10-05

I zoomed a cab over to Eileen's hse to return her baggage which has been blocking the pathway of my rm.. hehe.. The cabby was over friendly.. telling me his interesting life like during his business trip, he visited Maldives, Sri Lanka..how he met a few ladies..and nude beach where u see butt, pussy..! I was kinda embarrassed dat he was telling me all these.. well, i prayed i could alight off early.. U knw wat?.. he asked for my hp.. I was stunned! i gave him a faked no for exchange of his..i dun knw how to reject him so dats the only ting i could tink of. Singh man! over late 3os.. whoa pian..!

Next, i met up w 'P' at PS, we had yoshinoya for dinner, then headed to a nearby cafe for drinks.. v cosy w nice furnishings... Din knw abt this cafe. she told me abt her broken marriage, felt sad for her...but yet happy dat she has pulled thru... then she suggested we walked over to selegie for dou hua.. Yummy...! betta than the one at Geylang.. i bought some back hm for my family. spendid dat i discovered 2 nice places- reco by her!

Sunday:: 16-10-05

I went dwn to Huilin sis's salon at Jurong to dye + highlite my hair.. looke jap jap.. kekeke.. It was raining non-stop & i had no mood to go elsewhere except hm after colouring my hair. dats all for my wkend mood.

Friday, October 14, 2005

Speechless W my Life

Im puzzled.. I always tot working wif the same pple will cause less conflicts... I guess im too naive to tink dat way.. I guess I'm not cut out to be a decision-maker... Forget abt how much I used to be on good terms w them, forget dat I used to enjoy their company, forget all the emotions.. for life can never been perfect in a way. I'm goin to work for my own good... Juz for mysf (* dear too) and no one else. I hope tat heals my miserable heart now.

Shall convince mysf: "Im not a loser! " *nodded*
Gentle Reminder: Weekend is here.. SMILE.

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Sad sad drama to watch!

Influenced by my sis to watch this Korean drama.. Very sad mann... Luckily managed to finish it before i start work.. "sweat"


Oohh..here comes the kissing scene... *envy*

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Life is peanuts


Bali Bombings again??

Wat's the world comin to... How can we ever feel safe again... It may not affect SG now.. but will it happen one day?.. who knws... We all tot it's over..but it seems like the terror has juz started.
read the papers abt some Sporeans who are blessed enough to escape death..

I find dat life gets too complicated at times.. too much.

contradictingly, i tink rite now my life is so flavourless..I have been spending 2 weeks doing nothing other than shopping, sleeping, mitting frens. My life is so dull. i havent pick up a skill, neither have i achieve anyting glamorous. Im goin plain crazy!

I was so free dat i came across Sarongpartygal's blog, not wanting to disturb my man and staring blankly at my screen either.. she's sure having a gd time.. enjoyin sex as part of her routine. I admire her language and her slutish-courage. I feel like jotting dwn my sex life too.. not now perhaps.. in the near future.. for my own historic reference. of coz, i do have to consider the facts of being discriminated by the public! juz a foolish, empty thot.. harmless thots la.. kekke

"when u are juz so bored, u figure juz anyting.." blamed me for studyin at Lasalle dat freaks me at times havin some extrordinary thots.

I miss dearly.. wondered if he's got the time to miss me too?

Monday, October 03, 2005

misfortune ...?

went to ktv ytd wif HL, Andy at Partyworld orc.. sang to our hearts' content.. it's to celebrate andy's belated Bdae.. so he wanted me to organise tis.. (hint: to get closer to ..) it was a success as i saw the grinnin faces of them chatting happily... :)

After dat, i headed to TTSH to mit rain and visited Des... it's been a long time i stepped into a hospital.. saw him lyin at the bed, helplessly... weak and pale... with a fainted smile and the worried faces of those who have been standing by him.. his family, his gf... his grandma muttered some prayers.. I hope he gets better soon... I trusted dat God will help wif all our prayers... Amen

Friday, September 30, 2005

splurge!!!


Havent splurge for a long decade! So many sales goin on...

Thursday, September 29, 2005

A challenge awaits me...

money or freedom?
I asked mysf, since im still young.. i should be sloggin hard so that i can have a good life w my hubby in future. i have been having too much of a good time.

I guess money comes with a price. Every tear for every cent.
Money is so much important in our lives, it's like controlling our lives. I have tis sort of unexplained fear in me. worrying abt wat my future holds for me.

Im too tied down by the fact dat $ will drop from the sky.. kekeke. Well, if i accept tis offer, i may not have the time for him. which i wonder am i able to take it? I assured mysf, i wk for at least 1-2yrs, save enough then find other jobs that isnt too much hactic.

My life is peanuts.

Monday, September 26, 2005

relieve

It's a great relieve dat my surgery can be used using my medisave.. my first prob solved!
Now im telling myself dat it's time i settle for a long term job. it has been a bad year, i guess.. so hopefully, good luck comes in my way soon..

Thursday, September 22, 2005

disappear in thin air...

Make my worries disappear into thin air.... make them go away... go away... I never wana face them again...




happy 8 months Anniversary darling!

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Help!


juz went to see a dentist..the dentist is very nice and pro...
my fear is back..i need the operation after all. after telling me the complications for the small op, i feel so scared.. it's been ages since i stepped into a operation rm.. the dentist seems to knw i have been having alot of probs with my teeth since young.. how i wish i could extract everytin out! then i no need to worry liao...

help... where can i find the $ for the operation? it sure will cost a bomb... i wonder if it will rch 1k... he aso told me in the near future wat will happen to my other teeth... like my baby teeth is still there.. and there's some other teeth dat need to be carefully taken care of... OMG!

Saturday, September 17, 2005

The mighty 7 ...

:: The mighty 7 ::

7 things that scare me...

ghosts
pimples/acne

put on weight
no $ to spend
growing old

giving birth
ruthless murders :: recently

7 things i like the most...

bf's kiss/hugs/sex

shopping
being in love
travelling
surprises
sushi/dim sum

snuggle on bed


7 important things in my room...

quilt

bolster
mirror

cell fone

computer
bed

makeup set

7 random facts about me...

I can hook on to the net whole morn w/o brushing teeth
I am a messy person

I can sleep without showering
I am a dreamy person
I believed in love

I am bilingual

I am a peacemaker

7 things i plan to do before i die...

grow old with my love

gathering with frens loads

confessions to my parents
have kids/teach them gd
travelling w my love

good food

7 things i can do...

my tongue can rch my nose

cry over the smallest matter

cheer bf up

make cards for bf/frens

dye pple's hair

shop til wee hrs

dance on the platform

7 things i can't do...

swimming
indecisive prob maker
keep my room neat
housework :: seldom

sucessful career woman

cant tink properly w/o enuf rest

quarrel:: sure lose

7 things i say the most...

so sian mann
dear, i love u
dear, i miss u lots
Erm, I dun knw leh

ok ok lo

take care wor

eh

7things i regret the most...

study well

bein the eldest and yet to achieve
spendin my past savings away
spend $ on a facial package dat doesnt wk
unable to let parents retire early

color my walls so light
Din make more $