(O) Double happiness (O)

Well, i managed to survive the 2 days for the week in my new job. it wasnt pretty hectic for now, managed to sneak off on time.. *hehe* actually my colleague asked me to go off lor since i aso cant help much yet.. *shy shy* there's so much to learn but im taking it as a positive approach. realise there are so many things im missing out in the past. this new job is totally different from wat i had worked before and im glad the people there are patient enough to teach me. i hope i can pick up the things very fast! way to go wendi!

A pathetic 15" monitor...
well, i still considered myself abit unlucky. my so called new pc comes wif an old monitor, not LCD screen leh.. for goodness sake, now still got people use those old & lousy monitors meh! tink there arent enough LCD screens so for new staff, we are left wif the old things. sigh.. it had happened to me before. i had to bear wif it for 2 months before im granted a LCD screen & by then i realise my degree is gett' higher! hopefully the IT will change to a new LCD screen for me asap or i will be blind sooner or later liao... specs gett' thicker, eyes gett' smaller liao :(

Hehe... finally i purchased my long-awaiting wallet.. something to reward myself.
i love it. muack muack!
Bf's birthdae is coming!!! hope it will be a nicer birthdae than last yr! *hugs*
hint: it's time to hit the kitchen again.

Plans for tmlo: cycling, baking & wedding dinner... my wkend is always so pack sia. cool.. ^_^

Jia you Wendi!!

Oh dear.. thats the end of my honeymoon.. haaaaa.. tmlo will be my first day of work.. But Im actually looking forward to it.. welcome back to work life wendi! :D

I mit up wif my advisor at vivo city since he had not been there before, had tim sum for lunch & coffee break at pacific coffee club.. the outdoor setting is reli nice & relaxing.. made me wana doze off while he was explaining my policies... hehehe.. after dat, intro my bf to him for the first time & i should say they hit it well in juz 10mins?? both are jokers lah...

Lets call for a celebration for my new job!! We had Superdog & then Waraku for dinner at Central. As usual, the many varieties there never fail to make me in a dilemma. Haha.. This time i decided to order the Gindara kaminabe soup. we sat near the side window & had a perfect view of clarke Q while dining..

posing at vivo city

perfect view!

perfect dinner!

~ + : HaPpiE StaRt fOr mE : + ~

Excited!
it's goin to be a brand new start for me on my new job, new environment, my new phrase of life. seriously the past 2 mths, i have been praying to God, praying for a job that i will stay longer & feel comfortable wif & the strong feeling i got was when i stepped into the office for that interview. My heart was telling me this is the place & job i want to wk in.. the co believes in creating values for all employees, believes in work-life balances & most importantly, they won awards for one of the listed family oriented companies! i have not pinned much hopes in this co but still they short-listed me!

Previously i had other offers but i turned them all down. Frens have asked curiously why have i rejected a offer dat comes in, but i knw in my heart the right job is not here yet. "Always listen to my heart, no one knws it much better than myself." when i went dwn to the office to sign the appt letter, my heart was really grateful to God. U may not believe it but it had happened to me. God has answer my prayers. Praise the Lord! i will be reporting for wk on thurs & before dat will be doing some catching up wif some of my frens. give thanks to my bf, family & frens for being supportive wif all the decisions i made, the concern, the motivation.. the list goes on.. im thankful dat they were there wif me the past 2 mths.. when i get my first pay, im goin to share my love by buying them a treat.. hehe.. ^_^

I even change a new blogskin.. heee.. this will be my blogskin for yr 2007!!
kawaii desu!

"We make a living by what we earn;
We make a life by what we give."

Life's a roller coaster...

acc bb & his photographer frens from the clubsnap forum to Labrador park to take some sunset pics... after the foto shooting, we went haji lane for our usual dinner - bah kut teh! im so in love wif the soup..having dat last wkend too.. hehehe.. after dat, headed to "daily scoop ice-cream cafe" for dessert..

the beautiful sunset...

do i look troubled? no, i dun..

claypot bah kut teh my all time favourite!

rich chocolate & mango ice-cream at daily scoop

After dat, we went to Euro funfair at bishan to take some nice pics!!! i miss those scary, bumpy rides though!

the ferris wheel

hanging bears

i love merry-go-round

Many are troubled about their relationships.
Many are troubled about their careers.
Many are troubled about $$$ and the little, tiny issues we have in our life.. Everyone faces problems all the time. how many hours, minutes, seconds are we actually happy?
Life's indeed a roller coaster.

Will $ drop from the sky

well, im still at home waiting for $ to drop from the sky!.. haha.. im kidding! sorry guys i will be shutting myself up till i find a job. sorry for not being sporty enough but im tied up.. esp to AIIA frens for organizing some ktv sessions but sad to say i have to turn down. the past few days, i have already done my best to spend the minimum cash in my bank but its drying up! help.. thanks goodness i have not touch my savings a/c yet but sooner or later..

I have so many birthdays coming up in June... 1,2,3,4,5! my dad's, sister's, bf's , eileen's, Nicole's ( juz last week) ohhhh.... heee... im done wif my bf's pressie! i tink his is the most expensive.. faint..

Heee.. nothing better to do so made some mango puddings for bf.. very simple steps anyway!

yellow chick & her 'eggs' (mango pudding)

new blog skin!!!

im super duper bored again with my blog skin again so decided to juz randomly picked one.. haaahaaa... temporaily will be using this first until i have time to search for a beri nice one!!!!

to be updated...

大小姐

Heard this song over the radio & i immediately liked it alot!! quite like this singer.. her voice sounds like me.. heh.. :D goin to learn this & sing it in future... woooooo... sing for my bf.. hehe.. i am his 大小姐 hor!!!

歌曲：大小姐 歌手：金莎

还少了一双鞋跟包包做搭配
眼镜要够黑明星感觉
做好随时准备我临时想逛街
就除了你什黱都缺
再六个月可能会下起雪
到时候我想换马靴
你要疼我宠我因为我是大小姐
不过这不代表我会爱你多一些
你说永远不变我是你的大小姐
所以我想考考你对我有多坚决
突然不很想睡去帮我买宵夜
牛肉不要带血羊肉要肥
在朋友的聚会不要叫我宝贝
老炫耀我是你的谁
再六个月可能会下起雪
到时候我想换马靴
你要疼我宠我因为我是大小姐
不过这不代表我会爱你多一些
你说永远不变我是你的大小姐
所以我想考考你对我有多坚决
爱情的世界总是不能满足不到位
所以在现实生活要更完美
看时光匆匆转眼瞬闪而过一如流水
不能虚耗

Can i be lucky for once?

thousands of question marks. dun understand why im not so lucky like some others. i bought '2374' yet it came out '2674' today! super suai lei.. there was another time i bought a num on sat but did not buy on sun, then in the end opened on sun! wahh haaahaaa... Hmmm nvm, i tink i will juz cross my fingers abt wining anyway... heaved a sigh.. :(

Sat was Nicole's ( orginally known as Zana) birthday. her hubby had kal me weeks before abt her birthdae as he was planning some kind of gathering. hmmm.. he gt no ideas where to hold it so i suggested essential brew cuz i ever saw pp having a party there, sounds fun, esp with a group of young pp! i also contribute some romantic ideas, asked him to keep this birthdae arrangement highly confidential from Nicole. no matter wat, cannot leak out! but guys are guys.. they cant keep surprises for too long (ask my bf.. hehe).. and women are smart too ( ask me!!!).. she oredi suspect something fishy going on.. heehee..

so all the preparation done for the big day, her hubby is reli thoughtful lei.. saw the smile from the birthday gal cuz she was SHOCKED to see her frens gathering in a private room singing a birthday song when the door was opened... the private room was decorated with simple designs & balloons. Best of all, the room was OURS! hehe.. later at nite, my bf, his bro & sis came dwn to pick me up & also to go for supper but since there were so much leftovers & my frens are chim chai people, so i asked them to come & join us instead... think the portions were too big also a waste if cant finish them all.. haha

memorable birthdae for nicole..

tiring wkend

this weekend was very hectic... fri nite me & my cousin G went down to punggol.. yes punggol.. 1.5 hrs journey. promised my cousin S dat we will be helping out for her sis' wedding as jie mei (which is also my cousin) we reached their house close to midnight.. cant sleep at nite. had a torturing nite cuz i heard snoring.. Oops!! then woke up at 6.00am to get ready.. The groom came ard 7.30am & we had SIMPLE games. damn boring sia.. its juz testing the groom with 3 SIMPLE questions and we teased them to drink the bitter chinese tea & singing. dats it. they said they wanted someting simpler & thus did not get us involved in the planning details. If only I am the organizer, i think things would be different. hehe..

we drove to the church for the church wedding shortly. it was very sacred & its my first time to witness a church wedding.. the feeling is so great!

After dat, we went to the groom's place for lunch then to their new hse at AMK, which is just a street away.. i was already feeling very exhausted! then went back my cousin's hse again.. it was until 2 plus that everything was over.. they dropped me at Yishun mrt & i took the train hm. slpt for 1.5 hrs then rushed dwn to the restaurant "noble hse".. reached early cuz they have to brief us on the seating arrangements.. i was the usher for the nite.. later my cousin passed me 2 ang baos.. haaahaaa.. reli not easy sia.. haahaa but i enjoyed it.. lol.. but i can see wedding needs alot of preparation & $$$.. witnessing this experience give me wedding jitters.. haha hope my turn don't come too soon... lol

~ Phuket 21May - 23May ~

Juz back fr my summer holiday.. it was a pleasant trip, nothing bad has occur as mentioned by the weather report abt scatter storms nor news report abt the big scary waves! Thanks, our prayers were answered.

Okie, juz a caution, everything is not cheap here.. from transport, food to water sports! the most expensive dinner we had there was a seafood feast dat cost us 2960baht!! damn infuriating cuz we tot it might be cheaper than in SG.. well, they got us fooled but ok lar, i enjoyed the food .. hehe.. :D

roasted chickens!!

these cost us 160 baht!!

the low tide

having ice-cream on a hot day

sunset @ patong beach

Okie now my holiday is over, i have rejuvenated my energy & its time to work double hard. I cannot slag like before liao.. haaahaaa..

Ok, I know I'm lying...

For I am no beach gal..

but i really do love beaches..
i love the clear blue sea
i love when the wind blows
i love the sound of waves...
Oh well, i am goin phuket next week!!
++ excited ++

Friday was busi preparing the mini choco cupcakes for mothers' day. for the aunties in the church.. heee.. alot of improvement sia. better than the other 3 attempts i did. previously tasted as hard as a stone.. lol. Im really appreciative of everyone's feedback... ganbatte!!

mini choco cakes..

Saturday bf & I went down to Haji Lane (arab street) for some exploring & photo-shooting.. interesting, an eye-opening for me, my first time there i believed. there's a few interesting shops that caught our eyes, esp the interior. for dinner, we had the claypot bah kut teh. not sure if its famous but the taste is superb. there's also a few restaurants & cafes that are reli interesting with nice deco & with romantic feeling. i liked the place cuz its not crowded compared to orchard road. After dinner went to ridgewood close for ice-cream again..

claypot bah kut teh

assorted flavours

i loved the paintings & staircase

an antique store sellin all the 80's stuffs

Happiness' price tag...

What is my definition of happiness? I asked myself.. My definition of happiness is to do things to make my loved ones happy. Can Happiness be measured by the amount of money? I doubt so. Happiness is when I know that through the bad times, I opened my eyes and saw my Real friends. And how my bf motivates me. Happiness is to witness a beautiful smile. I'm touched by a sincere smile.

Lessons from the past
Everyday in the past, I was so busy with my own life that I have not really sit down and pen down my thoughts. How many times have I try to procrastinate my actions.. I used to dwell on my past but now, after reading so many books, I have changed my thinking! There are so many unwelcome realities that we never expect from life. They do happen, anytime, anywhere but we have to cling on to the belief that the ending means a new beginning. It means its time to think carefully what we want to do in our next course of our lives. Time is an investment that cannot be brought through money. With money, u spend it but it can still be earn. With time, once it's gone, u lose it. It never comes back. Invest in time to sow, nurture, reap your relationships, learning, passion and focus. I have never thought I would pick up a book, let alone finish it! Haha, Till now, i have finished up 2 great books. I have come this far to realise that feeling upset is pointless, I should learn to pick myself up at this vulnerable period. Cuz we will never know what's the next big thing that can happen. Well, I know what I should be doing during my free time the next time I get a job. Read more. Discover more. * hope this little paragraph is helpful for those who were confused like me in the past*

So this sort of holiday break has got me alot of thinking and accumulating my want-to-do list if you have been wondering. hee hee. There's so many things I wish to do.. I wish... How I wish for more time..

My Wishlist:

• sponsor a short holiday trip for my parents to BKK or Taiwan.. (I desperately need to fulfill this)
  
• sign up for my diploma course which Im planning to take up at the end of the yr
• start a small-scale biz online.. I need help here!!!

My first Mini-cupcakes..

Bad pp strike again!!

This entry i promised to be cruel in my words, pls bear wif me, or if not, pls ignore the below post...

TILL NOW, IM VERY GLAD I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE TO LEAVE THIS CRUEL PLACE

and u knw why? the stupid management strikes again.. for the third time! i dun knw hw many times they have strike before i joined but from my knowledge its 3 times!!! im not close to him but i sympathize him. he has 4 mouths to feed at home! my impression on him is he is a very righteous hero. well, they say all heroes died early. its true!

I hated the management for so biased & they really are not fit to be managing pp cuz they cant manage themselves at all! how can they mix feelings wif work!! at least, they should give him a few weeks grace! this place is so cruel, i have seen & heard enough. Y has the world become so complicated for power, status, selfish gains??

Time has made me see through many things & pp. those pp who stabbed u from behind are the most ruthless! but i tell myself i want to continue to be true to myself. be true to my faith. climbing the ladder through personal abilities & not stepping on pp to climb higher. i knw there is someone who used to step on pp to climb higher & i used to hate her to the max! but nw dat i have left, im not longer under her claws. After going through so much, i felt blessed my faith is still here. i can say im not the kind who want to fight over powers. it's my personal way of life. simple as it is. i love my kindness, gentleness, sympathetic characters... its a gift from God.