horoscope!!!

JUNE:

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Horny. Stubborn.

NOVEMBER:

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

Seems abit true in some areas...?

Hmmm...

My ulcers are gone!!! hurray!!!! time to pamper mysf wif some great, spicy, BBQ & fried food!!!

I love u more & more each day...and waiting for dat day to come...~ Im ready to wk hard for tis r/s.. coz u matter alot to me...~ U are a saint in my heart..*

sundae my fav day~

my ah ma's 85th bdae...~

we had a celebratn at my aunt's condo..booked a function room..prepared alot of food...~ eat eat eat!!! my family were there early so my sis & i had a game of badminton match wif my bro & a young little chap..erm...i realised age is catching up..~ :-(

Ytd had a long chat wif my dear before i realised it was oredi 4am!!!!! we chatted alot..abt my past incidents..silly stories... clumsy acts.. blurness actions..haha...~ he sure knw alot of my secrets liao....nowhere to hide my face...~ sob sob...but i juz feel so much happier when he knws abt my childhood stories.. they were all sweet & silly memories...if not he wun laughed so loud!!!!

When will u share wif me some of urs?

Victory!!!

Victory!!!
I m so excited..I got the cheapest airfare after searching for a few sites & after the numerous callings in the office, price comparisons... i finally found the one!!!! hehe... ~ juz book it online & way to go in july..! im ready to fly off anytime.. hehe.. ~

went to watch "BeCool" wif huiling, her sis & another fren at cozway pt..the show was kinda bored, it's only towards the ending dat i realised im still awake..~ guess my 8.50 bucks gone to waste...~ shd have go for the other movie " guess who"..mayb dat would suit my preference...aniway, it's been ages since i watched a movie in the cinema...~ i tink i betta stick to buyin vcds...hmmm...play safe..~

Huiling is quitting end of apr, her sis juz quitted her job, her fren tinking of quitting, rain mayb in may.. me in june..~ is it coming to a trend?... surviving in this society is not easy...~ routine jobs juz get boring..office politics... under-paid... ~ how hard is wking life..? sometimes i wondered how my mum survived her 10 years in the same office doing the same stuffs..wif out any complains sia.~ haha... i definitely tink im not goin to make it ya..! but if it's doin some fashion bz..hehe...then it's different lo...~ lets wait patiently & see...

Bad habits!!!

I have obtained some real bad habits... bathing time when the clock finally strikes 12..~ my rm is real messy now..~ snoring...Oops! ~ unpredictable temper dat is bound to erupt!.. esp during office hours...hmm...dozing off in the bus.. is tis a way to promote mysf?... hehe...

okie, here comes some nice things abt me..~ im not a bitch...i love mysf.. i love my boi ~ i have spend lesser than before..Tis is a victory..! I have been nice to my mum...~ i have matured..rather than being a cry baby...~ i knw how to fight back for mysf!!! i missed my frens & hope they are doing fine~

"Pls dun judge others if u dun want them to judge u" Its impossible to expect everyone to appreciate wat u have been doin..~ its not easy to be a gd person to everyone so juz be nice to those who appreciate it!!!.. juz wana remind mysf not to brood over political issues~

hurray!!!

Hurray!!!!! tmlo is friday...a wk passed juz like dat..havent done much shopping & any entertainment..~ somehow i missed my night life but i knw i can nv be like before.. i cant afford to lose few hrs of sleep.. and i wana save up for my trip! .. so excited..but it's a pain....waiting....anxiously...for the day to come...

Dear told me his fren is aso goin brisbane so suggested we take the same flight there!..hehe..luckily..i dun wana be alone in the plane again! made mysf malu in the past..hehe.. ~ and it's aso cheaper...prob by 100 bucks.. ~ watever it is, i hope the day does come soon ~*~ hope u are doing well wif ur revision...~ rem, after all the hard wk & waiting, it will prove dat we can overcome all these... it's our first battle...~

i do feel lonely...but i will kip mysf bz...~

Blow it off~

Tuesdaze....
mit up wif Junxiang & his wif at cozway... had our dinner at food court & were chatting abt my bf...juz some updates as we have not seen each other for couple of mths! and he brought a keychain for me fr Japan..Did i say he went japan for his honeymoon?..hmm..so glad he rem to get someting for me!!! u knw, guys tend to be more careless..~ :P

Wednesdaze~.. in a daze~
went to imm wif rain after our wk..craving for "rotti mum" haha..now it's selling like hot chicks!!! muz try..dun try regret for sure!! haha...*wink* we bought one to share..found it irresistable so i bought another 4 home..had one on the way hm..hehe...~ the uncle selling even rem me...erm... any disc anot??.. hmm..too bad dear cant get to eat...~ so tired x100... i need an early nite... my whole body feels so numb...and my brain is so dumb...~

damn###

i have mood swings now...~ hmmm.... maybe coz of my 5 ulcers in my mouth.!!. the first time i have grown so many !!... i cant even speak too long... cant even laugh ... cant even eat my favourite fried food...~ i miss them...

sunday ~

Saturday*
was in the office... doing some unfinished work... i loved wking on sats...nobody watching u..even if u ar having some slacking moments... haha~

Ard noon, went over to post office to have my dear's textbk weighed & delivered through sing post....~ after dat, went back to the office again to continue my wk..had maggi mee for lunch..~

Was early when i got orchard...and princess Eileen was late again..!!! bought a top fr iora while waiting for her.. we had suki sushi for dinner... ~ dats all for a sat day!!

Sunday*
juz finished watching " the pacifier"..it's a gd damn movie..imagine sitting there at my sofa..wif-out moving ard....fully concentrating on the movie..was laughing my head away..haha~ reli gd!!! i give it 5 popcorns out of 5!! hmm... mayb i can consider watching vcds at hm since it's money saving...!!

hee~ kip playing the song by lee hom.."forever love".. the lyrics is soo touching.... hmm..maybe dear can learn the song & sing to me one day???.. haha...

My baby's slping soundly i suppose...im now at hm..waiting...hmm..shd take a short nap first.. i 'll be mitting a fren lata for dinner at Lot 1...~ hmm...my life sucks..~ it's gett' so boring...~ cracking my brains tinking...where to go, no msgs comin in...~ wats up?..is everyone bz?? havent receive any forwarded msgs fr frens for ages.. my fone hasnt been ringing frequently either..sometimes i pondered.. there's something missing in my life.. ~ so much diff fr my past records..~ i realised i havent kip in touch wif frens for a pretty long time... used to make the intiative.. now im so lazy...morever..i dun knw wat to say..im speechless... im not the usual bubbly gal.. i have become so distant fr everyone like dat even wif my family... .im goin through a countless state of stress in my life .. i need a change!! gimme a break... ~

haiz.....!!!

work hasnt been smooth-sailing for me... almost everyday, my supervisor will hand up new assignments for me..dread doing reports...have to strain my eyes... kept blinking my eyes & then end up havin a damn hard time.. dat i had a splitting headache..!! i havent even had enough time for my daily assignments...and tdy he annouced dat we have to stay back the nx few days for some assignments..no excuses entertain!.. so from tml onwards, i dun knw when i will knock off.. and no mit-ups wif frens at e moment.. haiz haiz...*... i juz cant wait to leave!

these past two days, dear has been calling me... i hope he hasnt been neglecting his studies... ~ juz had our fotos developed... hmm...~ so lovely memories...~

Rain returned fr taipei & bought me a cutie spagetti top & hp strap.... ~ so envied of her lei...so far, she went HK & taipei loh..when is it my turn???.. nx year..wif my dear ...if possible... i wana go bangkok aso!!! got the hint dearie??

Forever love.....~

couldnt slp well last nite...to & fro to the washrm...i wondered wat i drank... or prob my bolster is not wif me... i hope it's in gd condition..... hee~ :P

YTd,went to orchard wif my cousin... then headed to Baker's inn for some mocha & side bites... Its super boring here at SG!!!! no more clubbing nites for me, no more movies for me at the moment...well, i borrowed a few vcds fr andi.. juz to kip mysf at hm.... but so far, i havent even watch one..!! how i wish u could be here to watch horror movies wif me....~ i loved watching horror movies~... juz to scare the wits out of me....sleepless nites, imagination run wild... hehe...~

I juz want to tell you..."history will not repeat itsf again.... i love u..dats all u have to knw... juz rem, no matter how difficult it takes, i will not give up...u too..." *_foreVer lOve_*

Misses him...

I missed him terribly.... I miss my bolster more.... hee~

Yummy! yummy!

Tdy brought my mum & bro to Crystal Jade at cozway pt for lunch... as i got a $30 voucher..we ordered alot of delicacies... they reli tasted so yummy!!! i loved the dessert too!! can see dat my mum is happy wif the food.. but she kept sayin "dun order too much, wait cannot finish.." hehe, i tot to myself..I can finish anyting now!.. after dat, we went walked walked & she saw a handbag at charles & keith.. my bro tinks it looks auntie style... so in the end, she din buy...after dat they went home first while i went to get some egg tarts for his family before i went over to bishan to find him... then my mum kal & asked if i was still ard cozway... coz she wants me to get the bag for her... hmm..can see she likes dat bag..so after alighting at bishan, i went to charles & keith, bought the bag & aso a new pair of heels for mysf..hehe...

I had dinner together wif my dear's parents... then ard 7pm, we hailed a cab to the airport... I bid gd-bye as i saw my dear walking further into the departure hall.. surprisingly, tears forbid to roll out..hee... im not sad at all..coz i knw...this is not our sad ending....~ im still lookin forward to the day we can see sunset & sunrise together..~ hmm..rain isnt here wif me so i took a long & bored journey alone...... coz she's now at Taipei wif her des....hehe...hope she's having great fun & food there~ ..suddenly, i feel so empty in me....my bf & rain is not here in SG..!!! she will onli be back nx week... and i will miz my dear again....and my bolster..hee~

Recall e memories

Recalling the memories we had the past few days..... (*_*)

--> after wk, brought my dear to Royal scotts ' cafe vienna " for international buffet.. hmm...the buffet has little varieties..only the cakes & puffs tasted nice... so disappointed.. i made a small mistake..tot it's the same as the one at united sq.. haiz...~ nvm, someday will bring him to vienna restn at united sq eat again if there 's a chance...

--> (Thurs) my dear & des came over to mit rain & me for lunch at our wkplace... we had our lunch at jack's place. the first time he came over..hehe... after dat, mit the guys at cozway to collect cake...it's our BIG bro des's __th bdae! we then went over to their hse to celebrate... their mum cooked alot of delicious food...curry, chicken drumsticks, soup etc... i loved the curry..had a huge filling to the curry...

--> Ytd took leave to a/c dear... we went to plaza sing to catch "ms congenality 2' hehe..abit funny movie... after dat we walked down to bugis... gosh... i nv complained of leg pain!!! hehe..mayb dat's coz we were chatting happily on our way... we had billy bombers for dinner....yummy..had gorgeous food these few days!! hehe...forgot to add, I made breakfast for my dear!!!! proudly presented a simple breakfast...

tired...

hmm..~ tired eyes.. tired feet.... i will juz update my blog tml.... *yawn*